on 3rd May of 2013,
i became 18 years old.
Alhamdulillah, i'm still alive,
and can make it to this new phase of life.
on the historical morning (for me)
i woke up quite late, around 10 am.
then, i went to the office
to take my parcel.
i've been waiting for my love to arrive,
for almost 3 weeks, i think?
alhamdulillah, i got it on my birthday.
it feels like someone faraway giving me,
birthday present.. :')
my parents came to fetch me.
we were going to raub, yeah!
it was my uncle's wedding ceremony there.
not specifically uncle, kowt?
coz he's my ibu's cousin.
so, second cousin maybe??
idk, let's just call him, my uncle.
quite a long distance..
i think i'm going to find myself,
someone from kedah..haha!!
it sounds so cool..
will i get married??
i'm just a nobody..
with a bad personality..
who would like me??
ececeh, buat2 sedih pula..
act, i never think abt this getting married thing.
kalau ada jodoh, kahwinlah.. kalau xde, nak buat camne..
that's why i'm not really concern with my friends,
who have started planning on their marriage.
my nenek memang tak senyum punya kalau ambil gambar..
in fact, in most wedding ceremony,
i only think abt food,
let alone the bride and the bridegroom.
bt obv, i'm not that ignorant la..
i still wish the best for them,
so that their marriage will last for a long time.
cause i think, forever might be impossible..
back to my birthday,
the first person who wish me was my sis.
on instagram/twitter and fb..
she posted the wishes everywhere..
and she included my pic..haishh..
and it was an old, unhandsome one..huhu~
it was supposed to be my abah.
i saw his missed call in the morning.
haha!i slept early la.
however, to make things easy,
let's just say my along did it first.. :)
budak jambu yang terlampau suka bergambar..
along the way to raub,
my ibu bought 2 slices of cake for me to munch on.
in my family,
i'm the only one who loves cake really much.
that's why my ibu just bought me a small portion.
coz it was meant for me only.haha!
moving on to the next day,
the baju kurung that i wore,
was bought on the night of my birthday,
it's purple, again.. phew~
everytime i look at my wardrobe,
most baju kurung is in purple.
even if it's not fully purple,
there's gonna be purple in it too.
trust me.. :)
i don't really eat the nasi minyak much.
although some of the lauk are,
ayam golek, rendang daging kambing & lembu,
udang, masak lemak nanas and ikan 3 rasa, i think?
well, i was eating at the khemah pengantin,
so i get to eat extra dishes such as udang and ikan.. :)
the smallest portion of nasi that i've ever taken in my life.
haha!!the average one is the usual portion i take.
coz the moment i arrived there,
i saw this small booth having,
choc, marshmallow and grapes.
of course, i went crazy.
i'm a chocolate lover, u know..
it was the time for the lunch with brides.
so there was no time for the marshmallow
to be digested properly.
and after having the nasi,
i took the marshmallow again..
my ibu said,
"buat malu je pergi ambil banyak2.."
haha!!when it comes to food,
i kind of lose my insanity..haha!!
bt to be honest,
i don't really eat much choc.
everytime i start eating the cadbury choc,
i'll end up giving the rest of the choc to others.
idk why but i can't finish them by myself.
if i tried to eat alone,
it might take a week,
or in the end, i will be forced to throw it away.
what to do, chubby since born, ma!!
on the way back to ukm,
i had indigestion..
luckily, my nenek brought some ointments with her,
so i used a bit.
u see, everytime i'm having stomach ache or
anything related to stomach,
or maybe period pain,
i use ointment to soothe them.
especially the one that cause extreme hotness.
there was this time when i used it too much,
it caused redness.haha!
luckily, it was not burnt.
it was merely irritation.
and otw back to ukm,
my abah bought me a cake.
i gave half to my adik and take the other half.
my abah told me to eat with my friends..
orang da cakap da nak beli kek durian2.. :(
i can sometimes become a vengeful person.
at first, i planned to give it to my friends on that night,
sharing is caring, right??
but they went for outing and left me alone in college.
they didn't even invite me to go with them.
so of course, i was a bit sensitive for that.
i end up eating the cakes by myself.
there were still a few left.
maybe i will finish them up,
but if i couldn't, i maybe need to give to anyone.
or else, i need to throw the cakes away..haishh..
what to do..
i'm a person yang 'makan dalam'
i don't tattletale,
or express my dissatisfaction.
i just keep it with myself.haha!
sekian, terima kasih. ;)
p/s: lepas ni xde la kena halau dengan
pakcik berbadan besar kat cinema..haha!!
p/s 2: at last, i did throw away my ego,
and thus shared the cakes... :)