Monday, November 25, 2013

short reunion~

last friday, I went to an event in permatapintar.
kind of a short reunion kowt?
almost half of the batch were there.

I just got so boring and feel so alone.
I feel that I have become distant with them.
everyone's like talking to each other
but me got isolated.

idk why but I did try to have a good chat with them,
i mean, we're schoolmates pun..
but then, the conversation was so short.
after that, i just watched the heirs, of course.

i mean no one pay attention to me.
better if I just indulge myself in the drama.
but someone said that I should socialize myself.
but what can i do kan?
i was under 'that' sort of circumstances.

rather than feeling gloomy and moody,
I was trying to enlighten myself by watching
korean drama.

most people think that i am someone who really
love watching korean drama.
well, that's quite true,
but actually I was running away.
away from all the silence
because people don't talk to me.

i'm nt sombong or mr arrogant.
I just have some ego.
I couldn't start conversation if others don't start first.
i get awkward easily if I do that.

i guess i'm not coming to any reunion in the near future,
if my ex-classmates weren't there.
i hate the feeling of being alone.
i mean, people don't usually get alone,
just because they want to.
sometimes, forever alone is good
but not most of the time.

well, that's it.
so da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)


sungguh berhabuk tempat ni..

 i wasn't so busy pun..
just that i have some stuff to do.

i'm currently working on the group research.
it's part of bridging program for medic student
from asasipintar jan intake.

apart from that,
i've had meetings for HC..
some of the activity that i join
are cinta rasul, tasik kenyir, larian autisme,
as well as another program abt enterpreneurship.

the first 3, i am working under EXCO multimedia.
i'm nt that creative but the thing that I love to do is,
being a photographer.
and it's considered under multimedia.
so I have to join the exco je la kan?

I believe in doing things that I love,
because I can do it right if I'm passionate.
Also, I will not grow bored easily since
photography is what I really like.

anyway, that's it.
sekian, terima kasih. ;)