what a bad thing to do~

Assalamualaikum.
2nd March 2013.
haha!
I'm a bad student.
I did something bad,
but I don't want to blame myself.
Definitely,
it was not because of me.
Lalala~

Well,
the morning started off just as great as it would be.
i mean, my days are supposed to be fun, anyway.
So, i woke up not really early,
quite late, but not really late,
and got ready for the morning.

Had breakfast at the cafe,
while waiting fr the late buses...
haishh~
arrived there,
got myself registrated,
and go through the first session of the simposium.

Well, the first slot was quite interesting.
Maybe because of the penceramah kowt?
But then I think again.
Do i really want to be an enterpreneur?
Yeah, i like money!
might as well call me 'mata duitan',
but as if i care pn??
lalala~

anyway,
through the second slot,
i fall asleep.
and it felt like being invisibly slapped on the face,
when the penceramah,
said something that struck me from my sleepiness.
gila terasa...

so, i figured out something,
not to cause humiliation to this ASASIpintar
alasan je sebenarnya
so, i went back,
with a group of friends.
called taxi but the pakciks wouldn't come.

Suddenly,
we saw a taxi.
so we made our way back to the college,
and again out of UKM.
took the KTM to the mines.
haha!

maybe since it was a bad act,
the train keep moving forward,
then back again,
forward, and back again..
and at last maju ke hadapan!!!
salah satu petanda ya, harap maklum!

but anyway,
hanging out with friends.
yeah, it was all fun.
it's called the freedom...

However,
after doing some self-reflection,
i realized that i shouldn't have done that.
I've told myself the last time,
that I will not be a bad student.
I will not break the rules.
but i did it again.

Well,
I cannot swear,
nor that I can promise,
but I shall try my best in the future,
not to do bad things again.

that's it.
so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

uncomfortable~

Assalamualaikum.
so, i'm still alive.
alhamdulillah..
haha!!

well,
life has been quite hectic..
with assignments and stuffs..
don't even have time to watch running man,
yeah, i was watching secret garden(again)

and didn't get the chance to go out too.
phew~
but anyway, i'm in hukm now.
basically, it's called going out..

as i always said,
i'm nt really that brave.
and i'm usually 'cakap x serupa bikin'
like when i said,
i'm mad with these 2 friends,
coz they sent their biodata,
quite late to me..

and the fact that i had to wait fr them,
in the RAIN!!
not once, but twice???
seriously??
well, i'm not that kind of person who would wait..
haha!!

the first time i waited,
they didn't come down..
coz they forgot.
and they were executing their prayer.
well, that's ok la with me..
even if i'm mad with them at the first place,
but i can't really be mad,
scolding them!!

u see,
i only scold people i'm comfortable with..
someone close with me,
like my kakak, or my adik
(ouh..i merajuk with my adik)
or my already 5 yrs classmates.

yeah,
that's the bunch of people i'm comfortable with.
so how do u expect me to scold others?
of course not..
can't do it..
haha!!
so, if i never scold u,
that mean i'm not close to u,
which means,
i'm a bit uncomfortable with you..
haha!!

anyway,
currently in the library in hukm.
well,
my meeting with prof is around 2.
and since i'm alone,
i'm somehow bored.
yeah, i usually come here in a group.
bt now, it's just me.

well,
go back to the story.
since i'm nt brave,
i was reflecting again and again
whether to come here or not.
but since this is necessary,
so i've made the decision to come alone.

i even planned to bring any knife
or scissors or anything that can be a weapon,
haha!!in case something bad happen to me,
nauzubillahiminzalik..
i might as well fight???
who knows??

but alhamdulillah,
suddenly this friend texted me,
asking to go to hukm with him.
but the deal is,
i need to go like this early to hukm.
but i don't mind, anyway.
better two than one, kan??

well,
i'm nt someone who,

"weh, temankan gi hukm boleh??"

i'm nt that kind of person.
i'm someone who would do everything on my own.
i know that sometimes, that can't happen..
i still need the help of others..
but above all, i'll try first to deal with it personally,
rather than asking people's help.

coz i hate it when people rejected to help me.
even more that that,
i hate when people rejecting me.
like, rejecting when i offered them food,
refuses to do something with me..
yup, i don't  like that..
so, rather than being rejected,
i prefer not to ask..:D

u know, i'm somewhat antropophobia.
i don't really like to be with others,
i'm happy just by myself.
lalala~

so, to whom it may concern,
thanks for coming here with me .
really appreciate it..
jeongmal!!(like what koreans said)

well, that's it..
gonna kill time.
so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

24 hours challenge~

Assalamualaikum.
so, i'm still awake..
it have been few hours since i last slept..
it was around 6pm yesterday?
so, i guess it have been 28 hours or so??
haha!!

i did try to sleep this morning,
around 7,
but i can't really sleep.
coz i know that if i sleep,
i might not be able to wake up fr the exams.
haha!

perasaan x dapat nak tido betul2
sebab takut x bangun...
hehe..

and while answering bio punya paper
yang agak susah la juga.
sleepy but i managed to stay awake.
haha!
masuk tandas tengok cermin,
oh, seriously??
mata memang hitam la juga..
u know, eye bags??

tapi nasib baik kurang sket masa gi exam hall tu.
phew~
tetiba teringat pula si memerang kuning tu..
nasib baik dia da kluar,
kalau x, mesti kena sakat punya!!
haishhh!!

and the fact that i was quite pissed off kowt today??
sebab x cukup tido..haha!!
and sebab soalan susah sangat2.. :(
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kenyang nya!!!
just got back from supper.
had burger bakar..phew~
ingat senang ke nak habiskan sorang2??

and the fact that i memang makan x senonoh..
haha!!
memang habis comot la..
coz i feel that taken bit by bit,
(bread then patties then bread)
x seronok..
so,i cut a portion and took everything
into my mouth..
just imagine how tak senonoh i was..
lalala~

tapi,
i memang makan bersepah pun..
cannot do anything..
i don't have the courtesy to makan slow2,
macam perempuan sangat.. :P
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alhamdulillah.
the exam's done!
paper yang jawab memang hentam je :
Kalkulus > ResearchSkill > Statistik
haha!!siap boleh buat inequalities lagi...
tah pape..

memang x tahu nak jawab benda sebenarnya..
lalala~
so now,
i will just redha and pasghah...
haha!!
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yesterday was quite a tiring day.
i woke up at almost 8,
and washed my face and do all stuff,
(except fr having shower)
then i went on a journey to keris mas.

riding bike,
it was almost killing me.
seriously..
when u're on ur way to the bukit2 tu,
u have to, kayuh laju2 so that
the bicycle x menggelongsor ke belakang..

memang penat,
so at that kind of moment,
memang menuntun basikal je la..
haha!!
tapi bila naik basikal ni,
teringat pula masa pergi pertandingan mkjr tu..

remember how i won the first place,
for the best cyclist under secondary school category??
(eleh, bajet sungguh)
but still, i won kan??

kebanyakan penunggang basikal x tahu pn
pasal peraturan menunggang yang sebenar-benarnya..
like when u need to do hand signal and other stuffs..
yeah, i too wouldn't know if i didn't went
to that competition..

tapi biasala,
pastinya cakap x serupa bikin la..
xde maknanya nak buat..
malas..
that's why most cyclist kadang2 kena sondol
dari tepi la, belakang la..
haha!!

breakfast memang makan macam2 la kan?
nasi lemak and roti canai..
haha!!bukan selalu pun.. ;)
beli this moist cake choc..
haha!!
sedap gila!!

      i love everything sweet.. ;)

beli blueberry tart la,
super ring la..
macam2 la..
setengah jam juga sebenarnya kitorang makan..
lalala~

boleh pula balik tu ada perjumpaan ngan en salleh..
phew~dah la penat giler..
tapi lepas mandi cam segar sket la kowt?
boleh la..
feeling fresh!!
haha!!

well,
this post dah melebih-lebih pula..
later~

1st mid sem exam~

Assalamualaikum.
so, currently having the first ever exam
in ASASI...
haha!!

yesterday was physics.
alhamdulillah.. was so stressful b4 that.
haha!

and today's Statistics.
well, idk why bt i have read the
module over and over,
bt still, i couldn't get good marks in quizzes.

phew~
bt anyway,
i'm still happy..
haha!!

well,
i've started this topup business..
but suddenly rasa malas pula..
act, niat saja je nak main2..
thanks to this friend who inspires me..
cheh~

dia gi jual junk food..
bt since he already quit,
i feel like don't want to do business..
somewhat menyusahkan..
walaupun seronok sebenarnya..
haha!!
_______________close case__________________

anyway,
rasa nak makan RV cake.
hari tu makan sket je..
nak sangat gi bagi orang, siapa suruh..
tapi, xkan nak jadi kedekut pula kan??

bila nak balik rumah ni...
nak makan kek!!
haha!!
somebody pliz buy me a slice of cake...
(eleh, bajet ada orang nak belikan je..)

hmmm..
got nothing to say la..
want to watch himym..
dah lama da kluar, baru nak download..
tah pape..

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

pakai purdah~

Assalamualaikum..
just got back from johor.
alhamdulillah..
reach home safely.. :D

well,
we departed yesterday,
around 10 (something)
haha..

my abah suddenly wanted to go to our hometown.
well, of course i objected at first.
my abah told me to get ready
during breakfast time, that morning..

as a protest,
i went to sleep again..
haha!!
bt since my abah woke me up few hours later,
asking if i had any clothes that need to be iron,
so, i woke up la..
budak malas gosok baju la katakan??

then, otw balik kampung tu,
saw this woman wearing purdah.
she's in the car besides us.
then, my ibu asked me,

"bila angah nak pakai purdah??"

haha!!so i said la,
"xpe, x wajib.. "

well,
it's good act if u wear purdah,
baru la dikatakan muslimah yang betul2..
but me??
susah kowt..

to cover the hand part pn,
i'm still trying hard to do that...
and to cover the feet pn,
i'm still trying...
and haven't throw away all the
fitted punya baju, the jeans...
haha!!
insyaAllah, one day maybe? :D
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balik kg pn asyik makan je..
lunch kat batu pahat..
then, makan sepinggan nasi beriani..
haha!!kenyang...
dinner makan rojak mee and pisang goreng..
ada tempe goreng skali tau!!
pedas giler..
sangat sedap.. :D

makan limau manis giler..
then, sambil duduk2,
suruh la my adik suapkan limau..
x senonoh punya adik...
ada gi suapkan banyak2 skali...
memang tersedak-sedak dan tercekik-cekik la..

meleleh-leleh da air mata...
haha!!
natijahnya, sebiji penumbuk melayang ke
my adik yang 'sangat' baik tu..
padan muka..

then, makan mee tomyam pula..
as supper...
act nak makan nasi ayam penyet,
bt habis pula..
chicken chop pn habis gak..
last2 makan la mee tomyam..
sangat pedas!!lalala~

dan pagi ni pergi construction site..
biasa la, kerja buruh kat sana...
haha!jk,jk..
pagi2 lagi da makan sepinggan penuh.
lepas tu makan kek carrot lagi..
memang kenyang2..

lepas tu, makan ketuk2 ubi pula..
ada la tempe goreng skali..
kenyang lagi..

lunch gi makan lauk ikan keli..
makan lagi..
haha!!
kesimpulannya,
balik kg asyik makan je..
penat pn ada..
haha!!

anyway,
mau siapkan homework..
da~
sekian, terima kasih..

dogs??

Assalamualaikum.
so, i accidentally woke up around 5 or so.
tengok lampu terang benderang..
haha!!
i did want to switch off the lamp,
but as usual,
not that brave..
so, i slept again..

then, again,
i woke up at almost 7..
haha!!
macam biasa la..
solat subuh punya syuruk cam lambat..
hihi!!
truk betul la,
solat lambat2..haishh..

and got bio class...
phew, sleepy...
my mind already wandering around sebenarnya..
fikir pasal novel kat bilik...
haha!!
so, i was lost fr a minute..
hilang fokus seketika..

nasib baik kelas habis awal sikit..
alhamdulillah..
but after kelas,
my friends ajak gi makan pula..
da la pagi2 da makan instant porridge!!
haishh..

then, my friend sorang ni buka la cerita..
haha!!my ex-classmates..
budak2 k7 memang sangat best..
we're closer than what people think we are.
we laughed a lot,
but we studied at the same time too..

so, this friend ni pun cerita la pasal macam2..
i mean,
everyone in k7 memang suka cerita pasal macam2,
especially him dan ada la beberapa..
dulu ingat lagi,
dengar citer pasal gf dia la, macam2..
haha!!tah pape..
sekarang??
everyone pindah kelas,
so can't do the same la..
no one ask fr other's opinion, anymore..

lepas tu,
lepak2 jap...
and call la abang van,
minx hantar ke ktm..
lalala~

and then,
something happen!!
which might change my life in the future..
nah, just kidding..
haha!!

jumpa anjing je pun sebenarnya..
but, i'm quite phobia with dogs..
can't forget masa kecik2 dulu,
kena kejar dengan anjing
kat rumah my mak nenek..
masa tu, lari masuk rumah,
terus tutup grill,
pastu nangis..

however,
earlier anjing tu duduk je kat jalan tu..
dah la x gerak2..
and budak2 tu semua da pergi jalan dulu..
i bought some keropok lekor (x sedap pun..)
nasib baik x lama tunggu haiwan tu pergi dari situ..
kalau x, mmg x sampai rumah lagi la sekarang ni...
tunggu je sampai anjing tu blah..
penakut sangat..
tp x nangis,ok??

alhamdulillah..
sampai gak kat rumah..
yeah!!

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih.. ;)

nobelist mindset~

Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah...
this program is done..
after 5 days having classes and etc..

well,
at first,
i was forced to go.
i didn't want to go.
i wanted to have some rest at home.

i even planned to just stay at home,
pretended like i know nothing abt that program.
well, basically memang x tahu pape pn..
tetiba kena listed untuk pergi..

but after going to the first meeting,
at the seminar room,
tetiba rasa excited + bersemangat giler2..
don't know why but at that time,
i know that it was worth it.
i mean, this program..

everyone might think that we only have
lectures and all those boring stuff..
for everyone's information,
the whole thing was not abt lectures.
we get to set up our goal,
(ingat boleh buat sendiri2 ke?)
main fruit throwing, bt actually things throwing sebenarnya..
and learn mathematics!!

well, mathematics is always fun!
we got to learn binary code,
ke gray code ntah..
and fermat's last theorem,kowt?
and learn that dalam dunia ni,
ada banyak giler dimension,
3d,4d,5d,6d,7d sampai la 30d..

senang citer memang seronok la!!
walaupun pening juga la masa mula2 tgk..

anyway,
memang la rasa rugi juga sebab terlepas,
kelas lit_app, chem_tut and stat_lect,
tapi this is once in a lifetime punya occasion.
ingat senang ke nak dapat?
in fact, i was grateful that i was chosen.

and there was this one time,
when en salleh asked me,
"macam mana hari ni ?seronok?"

so, i answered,
"best la juga..dapat research pasal science..."
and blablabla...

then he told me this,
"tak sia2 saya masukkan nama kamu.."

then i was speechless, of course..
haha!!
never did i thought pun..
i mean, really??
kalau awal2, memang la marah orang yang listed me,
but then, my perception changed, remember?

well,
so that this post won't be too long,
let me conclude that,
this workshop was worth it.
and benefits us in a way that
those who didn't go, will not understand.

and it is right if i said,
those who rejected this opportunity,
were at loss.
mark my word...
i mean, those who do not want to go,
for the sake of going to class la..

i mean,
most lecturers didn't come in pn..
and u guys only missed a few classes.
in fact, if rajin pun,
boleh je pergi kelas kejap2..

like, an hour masa pagi2..
and fr kelas yang pukul 4 tu..
boleh je pn..kan3??

anyway,
let's not ramble anymore.
that's it.
da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)