i'm 18, people~

Assalamualaikum.
on 3rd May of 2013,
i became 18 years old.
Alhamdulillah, i'm still alive,
and can make it to this new phase of life.

on the historical morning (for me)
i woke up quite late, around 10 am.
then, i went to the office
to take my parcel.
i've been waiting for my love to arrive,
for almost 3 weeks, i think?
alhamdulillah, i got it on my birthday.
it feels like someone faraway giving me,
birthday present.. :')

then,
at noon,
my parents came to fetch me.
we were going to raub, yeah!
it was my uncle's wedding ceremony there.
not specifically uncle, kowt?
coz he's my ibu's cousin.
so, second cousin maybe??
idk, let's just call him, my uncle.

johor-pahang...
haha!!
quite a long distance..
for me,
i think i'm going to find myself,
someone from kedah..haha!!
kedah-melaka??
it sounds so cool..

but nah,
will i get married??
i'm just a nobody..
with a bad personality..
who would like me??
ececeh, buat2 sedih pula..

idk..
act, i never think abt this getting married thing.
kalau ada jodoh, kahwinlah.. kalau xde, nak buat camne..
that's why i'm not really concern with my friends,
who have started planning on their marriage.
haha!!

my nenek memang tak senyum punya kalau ambil gambar..

in fact, in most wedding ceremony,
i only think abt food,
let alone the bride and the bridegroom.
bt obv, i'm not that ignorant la..
i still wish the best for them,
so that their marriage will last for a long time.
cause i think, forever might be impossible..

back to my birthday,
the first person who wish me was my sis.
on instagram/twitter and fb..
haha!!
she posted the wishes everywhere..
and she included my pic..haishh..
and it was an old, unhandsome one..huhu~

act,
it was supposed to be my abah.
i saw his missed call in the morning.
haha!i slept early la.
however, to make things easy,
let's just say my along did it first.. :)

      budak jambu yang terlampau suka bergambar..

along the way to raub,
my ibu bought 2 slices of cake for me to munch on.
u see,
in my family,
i'm the only one who loves cake really much.
that's why my ibu just bought me a small portion.
coz it was meant for me only.haha!

moving on to the next day,
the ceremony!!
the baju kurung that i wore,
was bought on the night of my birthday,
haha!
it's purple, again.. phew~
everytime i look at my wardrobe,
most baju kurung is in purple.
even if it's not fully purple,
there's gonna be purple in it too.
trust me.. :)

well,
i don't really eat the nasi minyak much.
although some of the lauk are,
ayam golek, rendang daging kambing & lembu,
udang, masak lemak nanas and ikan 3 rasa, i think?
well, i was eating at the khemah pengantin,
so i get to eat extra dishes such as udang and ikan.. :)

the smallest portion of nasi that i've ever taken in my life.
haha!!the average one is the usual portion i take.
why??
coz the moment i arrived there,
i saw this small booth having,
choc, marshmallow and grapes.
of course, i went crazy.
i'm a chocolate lover, u know..

so, after eating quite a lot of it,
it was the time for the lunch with brides.
so there was no time for the marshmallow
to be digested properly.
and after having the nasi,
i took the marshmallow again..
haha!!

my ibu said,
"buat malu je pergi ambil banyak2.."
haha!!when it comes to food,
i kind of lose my insanity..haha!!
especially, chocolate!!

bt to be honest,
i don't really eat much choc.
everytime i start eating the cadbury choc,
i'll end up giving the rest of the choc to others.
idk why but i can't finish them by myself.
if i tried to eat alone,
it might take a week,
or in the end, i will be forced to throw it away.

    what to do, chubby since born, ma!!

on the way back to ukm,
i had indigestion..
haha!
padan muka!!
luckily, my nenek brought some ointments with her,
so i used a bit.

u see, everytime i'm having stomach ache or
anything related to stomach,
or maybe period pain,
i use ointment to soothe them.
especially the one that cause extreme hotness.

there was this time when i used it too much,
it caused redness.haha!
luckily, it was not burnt.
it was merely irritation.
alhamdulillah..

and otw back to ukm,
my abah bought me a cake.
haha!
well,
i gave half to my adik and take the other half.
my abah told me to eat with my friends..

     orang da cakap da nak beli kek durian2.. :(

u see,
i can sometimes become a vengeful person.
at first, i planned to give it to my friends on that night,
sharing is caring, right??
but they went for outing and left me alone in college.
they didn't even invite me to go with them.
so of course, i was a bit sensitive for that.

so,
i end up eating the cakes by myself.
but earliert,
there were still a few left.
maybe i will finish them up,
but if i couldn't, i maybe need to give to anyone.
or else, i need to throw the cakes away..haishh..

what to do..
i'm a person yang 'makan dalam'
i don't tattletale,
or express my dissatisfaction.
i just keep it with myself.haha!

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

p/s: lepas ni xde la kena halau dengan
      pakcik berbadan besar kat cinema..haha!!

p/s 2: at last, i did throw away my ego,
          and thus shared the cakes... :)

unplanned~

Assalamualaikum.
so last tuesday,
i went to times square,
with a few others,
ain, niesah, najwa, leiy and izzy.

certainly,
we did not plan anything.
it all started that particular morning,
when we went for mr arho's class.
he talked abt roller coaster and the X thing,
which ignited our spirit to go to cosmo theme park.
haha!!

the original plan was to go the day after,
but since we thought ticket price on weekdays
would be much less than public holidays,
we decided to go on that day.

   terjumpa budak2 baru balik dari UM.. 

we departed around 2.30pm,
and reach kl sentral, an hour later.
from there,
we walked to the nearest monorail station,
to go to times square.
it was raining quite heavily,
so we were forced to get over with the rain.
and of course,
everyone gets really wet but luckily,
we managed to dry ourselves
with the help of air-cond in the monorail.

     haha!!aftermath of the rain.. :)

as soon as we reach ts,
we went for solat asar.
haha!seriously, it was really early.
i think, it was 4.30 pm.
nevertheless, it was a good thing to do,
performing prayer at the early hours. :)

after that,
we went straight for the play.
haha!of course it was fun.
to be honest, it was the fifth time for me,
nothing is so scary since i've gotten used to it.
i kept laughing all the time,
and my voice almost went out.
the coughing is the side effect. :)

     abang2 kawasan..

the first mision was to,
get on roller coaster about 10 times.
but since some of us was feeling dizzy,
after riding the dizzy izzy,
i only get 3 rides of roller coaster.

however,
i've set up a new mission.
taking candid pic while smiling,
well, of course i've accomplished that.
haha!!what a nice candid.
i was smiling in almost every pics.
what a success!! :D

     bajet kanak2 je semua..

after playing and having fun,
we went for solat maghrib.
after that,
we went for dinner at the food court.
i was having this hotplate chicken rice,
then niesah came and showing off her tomyam.
it tastes nice,
so leiy and me bought and shared it.
i mean, i can't finish it alone,
it was too much..haha!!

and when those guys went for shopping,
i went around searching for coolblog.
sadly, it was already closed.
i mean, it was 10 already.
on the way out of the mall,
most of the shops were already closed,
so it was quite late.

i told myself,
"budak perempuan balik malam2, x patut betul..."
but of course, it was like talking to the mirror..haha!!

and alhamdulillah,
we arrived at the college almost 12.
not really midnight, but it was late already.
haha!!
it was a good experience, though.
we did learn about centripetal force..haha!!

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

shopping spree~

Assalamualaikum.
firstly, it's not really shopping.
haha!

well,
the story starts here.....

last saturday,
i was looking for a new sweater.
it has been really cold in classes,
so i figure out that i should have a sweater.

all of my old sweater,
already taken by my along..
haishh..
she take the big black one,
and also the T(school) sweater..
and never bring them back..

so, i went with my adik to jusco.
by motorcycle.
haha!
it was quite scary at one part,
bt i'll tell u later..

as usual,
everytime i want to buy something,
it will take a really long time.
i just realized that i'm very picky.
to the point that it's very annoying.

another one more reason,
about why i hate shopping..
coz too time consuming..
seriously..

we were there from 6pm until 10pm.
haha!!see??
i told ya..
that's why i hate shopping.
phew~

it would be faster if
i just buy at the first shop.
but i insisted on going to every shop in the mall.
that's why.
well, not only clothes,
if i'm to buy shoes too,
i will take very long time.
much longer, i think?

apart from my sweater,
i was also looking for a men shirt.
well, for my best friend, of course.
as a sign of farewell.
he said he's quitting, anyway.
i'm also quite grateful to him.
even if he didn't do that much pun..haha!!

then, after looking around,
i went for dinner at burgerking first
with my adik.
maybe i can decide something after I eat.
then, my dad called me,
asking if we would take a longer time.
he wanted to bring us to mcd la..

as I was rushing,
it just happened.
i had already decided at that time.
considering the style, size and price
i'm a bit stingy when it comes to buying clothes.
unless it's related to food..hihi!
but my budget was around 100.
so i think it was worth it la..

then, we went straight home,
and come back out again.
and go to mcd.
everyone was having bigmac,
only me who was eating the chicken there.
i was already full la.
how could I eat 2 burgers in 1 night.
that would be impossible for me.

the scary part was,
it turned out that we need to pass
by the cemetery otw home.
and we were riding the motor.
double the scary.
as usual,
i just recited some prayer,
and didn't look at the cemetery,
i was looking away from it.

but i was on the motor.
it feels like it was just right beside me.
so apart from the doa for the dead,
i also recite ayat kursi.
phew~
i know, i know.
but i'm such a coward.
what to do.

ever since i'm small,
i can't even look at cemetery.
if i accidentally look at it,
i'll quickly close my eyes
and pretend to never see it.
my memory is not that good.
so, forgetting something is quite easy for me.
haha!
that's why i sometimes forget the name of people,
whom i have not meet for quite a long time.

the shopping didn't stop there.
on sunday,
my family and I went to Kenanga Wholesale City,
somewhere near the Times Square.
didn't really buy anything.
i was diligently (cheh!!) looking for a pink shirt.
yeah, a men's pink shirt.
for my bestfriend, remember?

but there's only light pink,
i want to find something like hot pink??
haha!
apart from farewell,
i'm planning to give the present as a test.
haha!!What test, right?

anyway,
that's how my weekend goes la..
haha!
so, da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

interview jpa~

Assalamualaikum.
well, i had my interview yesterday.
haha!!it was quite funny fr me..

the first session,
interview berkumpulan.
some of the questions are:
1.introduce urself (typical question)
2.why do u choose the field?
3.what do u think abt malaysian who work
   overseas?
4.how to solve discipline cases in school?
5.do u think police should be placed in school
   so that less discipline cases?

yeah, that was some of the questions asked.
and then in the second session!!
well, i like it.
it's in bahasa malaysia.
talked a lot and even made my personal conclusion.
lalala~
and the topic was quite easy.

and last come the hardest part,
the presentation in english.
my english have always been bad,
and I can't explain well in English.
people can't understand me.
haishh..

and topic was hard.
how Allahyarham Sudirman can bring the sense
of belongness in young generation?
something like that.
Well, all of us had no idea abt the topic.
we don't know what to present and how.

thank goodness the accessor were kind and generous.
they help us and gave some ideas.
but still, it was something really hard for us.
so in the end,
i asked if i could say something..
and they said i can.

i told the accessor that since we discussed abt
Sudirman, it is quite difficult to relate him to
the topic mentioned.
so i gave Yuna as another example.
how she sang that 'Shine Your Way'
with Owl City,
and when the world see her,
they'll know that she come from Malaysia
and also a few other things that I ramble abt.

anyway,
can't wait for Mara result to come out.
i hope there will be good news.. :D

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

interview~

Assalamualaikum.
this week has been quite hectic for me.
had petronas interview on saturday.
and got final exam this week.
and yesterday was mara test.
and tomorrow got jpa interview..
phew~
i wish I am more relaxed than i am now..haha!

well,
let's start with the petronas interview first.
went there with my parents.
credits for them for coming here and sending me there.
it was a good experience for me, i think?

      panjang giler beratur, siap u-turn kowt?

i'm not so friendly to approach anyone first.
it's not because of ego,
and not because i am sombong, neither.
i'm just a bit shy,
and not so outgoing.
however, when people approach me first,
i will do my best in communicating with them.

and there i was,
alone all the time,
got no new friends,
and didn't get the same group like my other asasifriends
who went there.
and guess what?
my small group consist of 2 chinese, an indian and me,
a Malay??

all of them was speaking in English of course.
and me?
i do not like English, if u know myself well.
it's not that i hate it,
but it was because i fail to speak in English,
most of the time.
it's whether people can't understand me OR
i can't find the right word to explain to them.

the interview was beyond expectation.
i thought it would be very hard.
but they only ask me about...

1.introduce yourself
2.why do you choose geophysics?
3.What is geophysics?
4.The difference between geophysics and geoscience?

that's it..
and then it was the time to present my idea to them.
they only listen, and do not really ask
questions, most importantly,
no difficult questions!!
so it was quite fun.

and there's this test.
haha!
the IQ test.
the question was quite hard, though.
one, maybe because it's in English,
so it took times for me to understand,
and analyse critically.

two, i was in zombie mode,
so my brain couldn't function really well.
and there's math test.
not really hard,
alhamdulillah i still remember some of the how-to-solve
haha!

i don't think I will be granted that scholarship,
cause I know there will be others much more
greater than me.
so, of course i would lose.
besides, physics is really hard.
i can't cope well and that's how i got A-
apart from the, xde rezeki nak dapat better than that.

i went there with one intention,
to get experience,
so i'm not really hoping for anything la..

and yesterday,
I went for IQ test by Mara.
haha!!most are only logical,
and the personality test part,
haha!!
u need to think carefully which answer would u choose.

for example,
when u choose A, what would the other person
analyze u for..
haha!
and the business questions??
haha!hentam saja la..
idk la..why did they ask them?
i ran away from the simposium,remember?

and met my school friends there.
but since the distance between us was quite far,
it was awkward for me,
and i think, for them too.
so i didn't really stay with them.
i just leave their group.

and that was when my bestfriend wechat me.
haha!!
and when he stopped,
i got bored, so i texted my bestfriend
who was in terengganu.
i think he's back here already, bt not sure.
then, there's this auntie besides me,
and we chat a little.
she asked me abt school and blablabla

haha!
idk why,
but ever since i started secondary school,
adults love to talk to me..
bajet je..
maybe i was talkative or they can see how friendly i am,
lalala~

during those days,
when I went to the hospital,
u see, i frequently visited the hospital when i was in school.
it was not because i was really sick,
but i was a little sick.
sometimes, i need to reload my inhaler,
and sometimes, i have the gastric,
causing me to be less productive.

like today, i've been having gastric since this morning.
so i just lie down the moment i'm in my room.
i thought it was because of the, u know,
the period pain, but it was not.
of course, i know the difference between them.

back to the main story!
got JPA interview tomorrow.
i applied for petroleum engineering.
idk why but that was the least i could think
apart from medicine.

i really hope that I'll get MARA scholarship.
I really wish to do Medic.
With my current academic phase,
i don't think i'll get to do Medic here as
it will be hard to get 4 flat.

anyway,
please pray for me,
i really want that MARA scholarship.
I really really really really want it.
in sya Allah, amin!!

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

ward, again?

assalamualaikum.
so my dad was admitted again into hospital.
last week, my dad was admitted at the same
hospital too, but he checked out after 3 days.
and that's how he managed to send me here.
hehe..

        in my case should be 'ex-army'

can't wait to go back..
last week, i went home, unplanned,
taking the bus at BTS, all by myself..
haha!
since I was taking extra precaution,
I ask a friend of mine to accompany me.

he just got into accident few days ago, i think?
he fell down, idk where..haha!!
get better soon, dear.

and my ibu asked me,
why didn't I ask my bestfriend to accompany me?
haha!!i laughed and said,
"ouh, he never fail to turn me down"
then, my ibu will reply
abt how busy he is and blablabla,
trying to back him up.

but anyway,
I think he's going to stop being friend with me soon.
haha! I know cause I can feel it.
but of course i wouldn't care.
leave me or stay, do wtv u want.
it's not like i'm going to stop my friends,
from leaving my side.

back to my story,
last time i checked, my dad was having serious cough.
there's blood and he kept waking up at night.
my nenek also have almost the same symptom.
and the doctor said there's nothing wrong,
when my nenek went to see a number of physicians.

And when my dad was examined by the doctor,
they said that it was because of infection,
but after a week the cough is still there.
so, my dad went to the hospital again,
and was admitted.

hmm..
well,
it's not that i didn't take care of my dad,
but waiting at the hospital is quite boring.
unless when there's something to do,
like eating, watching or playing.

u see,
i have never been admitted to hospital.
Alhamdulillah, i'm that healthy.hihi!
i always pray that my families will always
be healthy like me too. :D
amin!

so,
that's how it goes.
and guess what?
can't even study at the hospital.
haha!!i ate and tried to study,
then i fell asleep.
haha!!

and da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

kegilaanku kesibukanku~

Assalamualaikum.
well,
quite busy fr the past 2 weeks..
macam2 assignment la..
dan macam2 quiz,
memang banyak gila!!
haha!!

i don't really study fr those quizzes,
so, after the teacher had corrected the paper,
they gave back the paper to us la..
as usual, my marks are just so-so..
and sometimes it's below the average..
often, i would be laughing,
haha!!

it was a way fr me to release the stress,
and all those pessimism..
that's why i don't really care
about marks that i get in each quiz.
i've done my best,
maybe not really the best,
bt it was all in the past pn kan??

it's not like i can go back to when
i answer the quiz pn..
this is not the same like the, "FAITH" korean drama..
haha!!

but sometimes,
i feel down too..
especially when u see ur friends get quite good marks..
of course, u'll be like,
if they can do it, why can't i??
and in the end might end up blaming one own self.
haha!!that's why i prefer the laugh at urself method..

rather than having other laugh at u,
it's better if u laugh at ur own self..
seriously, try it!! :)

apart from the assignments and quizzes,
i currently having sleep deprivation..
haha!!
my group and I didn't sleep last night.
we were working on litapp assignment..

alhamdulillah.
we've done presenting..
got guite good feedback from the viewer..
at least, all the efforts didn't went into the drain..
haha!

and now i'm so very sleepy.
but since i have litapp quiz tomorrow,
i cannot la sleep now..
need to study first..

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

p/s: sejak belakangan ni asyik bertweeting,
berFacebook dan berInstagram..ngee~