Friday, February 3, 2017

cari jodoh~

Bila umur dah meningkat ni, satu benda yang hangpa x boleh lari punya. KAHWIN.


Haha! Dalam family kita, along and adik, alhamdulillah, macam da jumpa depa punya pilihan hati.

Tinggal kita sorang je la, single since born. Lol.

Dulu2 masa sekolah, ibu kata jangan ada boyfriend apa semua. Sampai sekarang duk pegang agaknya.


Well, I'm not really a good daughter pun, tapi this one thing memang dengar betul2 la. (padahal xde orang minat, lol)

Bila tengok budak 2 orang tu selalu dating, I don't really feel like finding mine. well sorang tu dah bertunang kalau ikutkan. tapi adat melayu kan, nak majlis besar2 la bagai. Hadoi!

It's like I'm not interested at all with this whole marriage thing. Tapi tu lah, they said "Nabi x mengaku umat kalau x nak kahwin"

I don't know. x rasa macam nak confirmkan benda tu. I'll just believe it la.

Kahwin ni mahal. Kita kan kedekut. Haha! Kalau buat kecik2, confirm kena kutuk dengan those makcik2. I don't really mind tapi nenek dengan ibu memang pantang orang mengata family kami.

Belum lagi, ada orang-orang yang,
"dapat orang mana?"
"lah awat dapat orang negeri tu?"
"kerja apa orangnya?"
"cari la yang setaraf sikit"
"hantarannya berapa?"

I personally feel that I couldn't commit myself to marriage. I wanna be free as I am now. I wanna spend as much as I want on myself and my family.


I can't even imagine how it would be if I ever get married. And my temper is a bit bad, and I'm a bit on the tough side kowt. Takut pula kalau gaduh dengan mr husband, dia kena belasah ke apa. I mean, you heard about it a lot, nowadays. Wife using violence. I'm afraid that it could be my future. Haha!

Parents, nenek, orang kampung, sahabat handai semua sibuk bertanya, "x berpunya lagi ke?"
selalunya jawab "ramai sangat. tak tahu nak pilih mana satu"
I consider that as a safe answer.


And another thing is that, I know myself well. I know no one could stand me and my antics except my family. My personality is very different when I'm with friends or family. I also don't want to destroy someone's else life. Haha!

So, yup. For the time being, I love being single. Please don't ask me about benda2 ni lagi. Penat nak jawab. Fuh~ Jangan ditanya kenapa x mencari. 😂

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